I must say that though money is tight right now, I am so happy that i am doing theatre that I am not nearly as stressed as I usually am! Well we got past the blocking of my play and started working on scenes and I feel a hundred times better! I feel like there was a reason he picked me for this part. I am having so much fun and learning so much about myself and how I work! That is so neat to me to not be lost in my own head and body. You don't ever know that you are lost until later when you begin to find yourself and it is just the coolest thing to be able to sit back and watch so to speak!

Work is still work I am making no money and that I will give the managers most of the responsibility by being jerks and not letting me close! I don't want to get in to that because I have vented enough about it.

I do wonder though why when you go out how hard is it to stop talking and pay attention to the server for the 30 seconds they are at your table?