Sunday, July 31, 2005

Okay so I hate my job very much! I am on vacation this week which is especially exciting because i am getting paid i have never gotten a paid vacation! Anyway I will use this week to find a new job. I sent out an application and resume to CareNow and they have called and emailed to ask I fill out an application, which I already did because I knew they would ask for one, but oh well i will do it again if it means I might have a new job! I will probably have to take a pay cut but i am willing to do so. I start school on the 30th of August which I am so pumped up about. I know that sounds odd but I am doing acting and dancing so it isn't ho hum stuff! I think I will take French conversation as well, I haven't decided about that. I am learning to roughen my skin so I am callous to all the rejection I will endure over the years to come. I try to find a positive thing for each audition I go on. I really would be suprised one day if they actually gave me a part. Not because I wouldn't deserve it but because I have to treat each one as a practice because that is the only sane way I see of getting through all of it! Well I really just rambled on about junk so ta ta for now!

Thursday, July 28, 2005

I am not shy, so I have decided to share my top ten most embarassing moments!
These are in no particular order. I am not that organized.

1. When I was in high school i was walking down the sidewalk talking to someone and ran right into a pole.

2. Again when I was in high school in between passing periods there was a huge group of us talking outside and a bee came near my best friend and I, well being deathly afraid of them, we screamed loud, well everyone stopped turned and looked and had moved away but also my friend had taken off so there i was standing there screaming for nothing.

3.I was in science class in 8th grade and had a dress on one day, well whenever i wore shirts i would roll up the bottoms with my hands like a nervous habit, I wasn't thinking aobut it and did the same with my dress as I was turning around in a quick second I flashed everyone!

4.I burped really loud in the middle of choir practice

5. thought i would show off my cart wheel at play rehearsal and misjudged the set and smacked into it and fell

6. My friend and I dressed up in ballgowns and tobogans and flip flops, silly stuff like that and went to Wal Mart, well we left and decided to go to the gas station near our school, only if no one was there. so we go in and are looking around and what do you know tons of people came in we knew and we had to sneak around the store and hide behind boxes so they wouldn't see us

7.I was waiting tables one time and had gone up to a table to take an order when the guy sitting at my table informs me I have pickles on my shoulder. I had been walking around for quite some time looking like a fool!

8I farted in school once in the middle of a test!

9. When my friend and I were moving out of our apartment, i thought it was a good idea to let the round card table loose down the stairs, I went to the bottom to keep it from hitting the cars, well she let go and it gained speed quickly and so i screamed and ran out of the way, well our neighbors came out to see if we were alright and we explained what it was as i was wearing some kind of hat goggles, gloves and crazy clothes, he looked at us like we were nuts

10. AS a kid i was very shy. i was at a friends house about 5 houses down from mine, well i needed to go to the bathroom and since we were playing outside i didn't want to ask to go inside and i didn't want to go home because i was playing, well if built up over the hours and i guess i couldn't tak it anymore, and stopped mid run, spread my legs and peed on my friends porch. I promptly ran home to my bathroom took my clothes off and cried.

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

I have been tagged by two people, the only two who probably read this so I must answer the call! I will try to remember that far back.

10 years ago: gee whiz, i was 12 and going into 7th grade yikes, I was in my chubby years with a dorky hair cut and no style. I would have been on my first mission trip and I loved to say Wahoo all the time!

5 years ago: I was almost 18 yea! Entering my senior year, practing for cheerleading i am sure!

1 year ago: ugg no good I hated my job waiting tables i was in a funk doomed to stay 21 forever, I was anticipating 22 I knew it would be great and it was. I learned a lot about myself,! and wonderful things happend, not all smiles though!

Yesterday: I worked at EECU and then went out to dinner with coworkers, my boss' treat!

Tomorrow: I have to go to work and then stay after and call people to see if they are interested in products and then at 6:30 stay longer for and hour and a half meeting!

5 snacks I enjoy: ICE CREAM, chips and queso, bread(croissants hawaiin bread, rolls), mandarin oranges chocolate covered pretzels or nuts

5 adult beverages i enjoy: Strawberry margaritas, beer, colorado bulldogs, cherry vodka sour, coconut rum and coke

5 bands i know the lyrics to: hmmm Counting Crows, Micheal Jackson, Bloodhound Gang, Garth Brooks, Norah Jones

5 things i would do $100,000,000: pay my parents debt and buy them a new house and new cars and pay for my brother to publish his book, pay off my debt go shopping!

5 locations i would like to run away to : NEW YORK CITY, hmmm i just don't know different parts of new york city i suppose.

5 bad habits i have: being self concious; apologizing too much, worrying, being selfish, being judgemental

5 things i love doing: Dancing, acting, singing, shopping, painting

5 things i would never wear: tapered pants yikes! mini skirt, black jeans, turtleneck, thong bikini

5 tv shows i like: Roseanne, Friends, Scrubs, Arrested Development, Extra

5 movies i like: shawshank redemption, beaches, Serendipity, Labrynth, Toy Story

5 famous people i would like to meet: Phillip Seymour-Hoffman, Audrey Hepburn, Tom Hanks,
Oprah Winfrey, Dermot Mulroney

5 Biggest Joys: My mother, my family, my dog, going back to school,

5 favorite toys: crayons/markers/pencils, my computer, digital camera,

I don't have anyone to tag since no one really knows about this i will spread the word.
Enjoy my answers!